Heal the root so the tree is stable.

@abditoryme🍦

Everything you learned late, teach your children early.

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My kids mental health will always be my top priority when I'm a mom.

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I will give my future children a world where they will never need to question if they are loved.

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I'll teach my daughters that loyalty doesn't mean take unlimited pain from broken men.

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Destroy what destroys you.

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"Forgive them for not knowing how to love you right. They struggle to love themselves, and that's why they couldn't give you what you deserve. Let it go, and remind yourself that there's nothing else you could have done."

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Sometimes, your heart needs to break, so that you can finally realize that someone isn't meant for you, let go peacefully, and embrace what you're worthy of.

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Not many people will understand how you've died internally and come back to life a hundred times in this one life.

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Sometimes we just need a hug it heals everything.

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Day 180 :

Delete the old version of me inside your head, it expired.

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I'm tired but I don't know what kind of rest I need to regain my energy.

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I' never forget the way you let me suffer alone while you're enjoying the company of someone else.

@abditoryme🍦

Making someone feel seen, heard and understood is the loudest way to love them.

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Having a lot of trauma is very painful. I have repeatedly tried to forgive everything over the years, but it was not easy, and I even wanted to give up many times. Until I finally realized that if I continued like this, I would never be able to move forward. If I'm just busy learning to forgive people who hurt me, I'll never have time to see sincere and kind people in my life. Now I'm starting to learn to try to see the good things around me, to be able to see positive things that make me happy. Thank you for the good people who never leave me in the most difficult times. I believe that I can be happy without having to be someone else.

@abditoryme🍦

Being strong is a only option that you have.

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One thing about trauma, it doesn't have expiry date. Whenever I stumble across things like this, l'll literally getting all the flashback, the pain. And my mind goes, "All I ever wanted was to be heard, to be cared and to be loved." It gets old sometimes but how to get over it?

- Bellaahilmi

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I starting to forget the sound of your voice. aren't you proud of me? I starting to forget you. That's what you wanted, right?

@abditoryme🦩

Your voice is fading. I can't remember how it sounded anymore.

@abditoryme🦩

I love you since the day we met again.

@abditoryme🦩